It seems like my dominant emotion this week is dread. It's a terrible feeling...and I can't seem to shake it. It seems like everywhere I turn there is a particularly unpleasant task which I hate doing and wish I could put off and can't. Today, I would like to finish my gardening project and hang up my screen door, but I have to pay bills, pack ebay boxes and clean up all the stuff I left outside last night, not realizing it was going to pour (albeit much needed) rain.
It didn't help when I woke up with a heart-pounding bad dream last night. It was one of those vivid, complicated and bizarre dreams that leaves you puzzling "What could I do to get out of that situation?" for the rest of the night. I hate that.
...I've got to get myself together
got myself stuck in a moment
and can't get out of it...
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I've been having nightmares all week long...Really freaky, scary, ones...too.
that was the weirdest part...I woke up because Robb was yelling at me. He was having a bad (and even weirder) dream.
It must be in the air, 'cause there is some glooming and dooming over here, too! I am just going to pray, like, gangbusters for all of us!
Love, Candice
P.S. Those are SUCH cute kids!
I'm praying for you too, Candice, but I don't know if my prayers are worth much lately : )
Seriously...what the heck is up???
It's either characer building, living in a fallen world or we are being disciplined for sin....
or maybe we just have a big "Kick Me" sign on our backs.
Ya'll are freaks. I've had a great day. Good thing since it is the first one this week. Until today it has S-U-C-K-E-D.
I can't really say it has sucked, it has just been bizzarre how many bummer things have happened...most before I have even cleaned up the last mess...
I think the worst thing is when it takes forever to shake it off. It really impacts your whole day and then, for me, I don't look forward to going to sleep the next night because I dread it coming back.
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