Panic

You know when you start a different schedule and you find yourself kinda relaxing and enjoying the new feeling of doing things a bit differently, and then all of sudden, you have this feeling of complete asphixiating PANIC that you aren't getting things done that you need to do?

My mom does it frequently when she visits...she is a diabetic and forgets to "shoot up" with insulin. She says she is just having such a good time, she just forgets.

I may have done that with the water bill. I suddenly feel like I've forgotten to do all kinds of responsible things. I feel completely scattered...especially with the two older kids gone. It's a sickening feeling if you are at all familiar with it. It almost makes "vacation" and "change of pace" NOT good things. ugh.